That’s it, I’ve respectfully turned into my Grandfather now, in bed by 9:30 pm each night studying my book or doing a crossword.
How am I supposed to find a date when I’m in the sack when all the people else is just going out for the night? I suppose I’m not too motivated to fall in care about again, however being alone is no walk in the park either, and i need to book my flight lake house for Christmas by tomorrow or I could be stuck here feeling even more alone while in the holidays.
At least the Heating & Air Conditioning contractor where I do heating and cooling repairs gives me a bit of a social life. Also, playing beach volleyball, playing drums, and singing on the streets puts me in the mix too. I’ve just kind of been passionateally dormant this whole year and giving myself time to heal while I work for the heating contractor each weekday, but on weekends I should try to get out a bit more and see if I can meet someone, although I just don’t like going to bars and drinking till the wee hours of the night. I suppose I could meet someone when I do Heating & Air Conditioning repair calls in homes and locales like that. At least I’m not 28 years seasoned in this predicament because I would honestly be going ridiculous by now with no intimacy for almost a year. Maybe at 55 years seasoned I am just thrilled doing heating and cooling plan maintenance and residing with my cats. Ha, I sound like a distraught case don’t I! I’m not as poor as it sounds though.