I was stuck overseas with the whole Covid thing when my dad got sick as well as passed away.
I got to say goodbye to him on messenger video as well as it was a single of the saddest moments of my life.
It’s hard saying goodbye to someone who has been with you your whole life since you were born but this is also part of life. I’m having a hard time coming to terms with the notion that my dad is no longer around, it just doesn’t seem real. He worked his whole life in the Heating & Air Conditioning industry as well as made a successful local contractor out of nothing. I got a chunk of money 6 weeks ago which I threw away on a whim as well as I’m now having to come to terms with that loss too. There must be a lesson in all of this although I am having a hard time knowing exactly what it is that I am supposed to learn from it all. My dad was a local contractor in the Heating & Air Conditioning field as well as made a lot of money as well as I am feeling guilty about tossing my part away like a fool. I was impatient as well as this is what I get. I guess the lesson is to be more patient as well as also to let go of that which is no longer yours. I also work in the Heating & Air Conditioning industry doing heating as well as cooling repairs on Heating & Air Conditioning systems along with writing some articles for the industry. I’ll survive these losses as well as move ahead although I will always miss my dad for as long as I live.